Chapter
One
THE
WIND FROM THE EAST
News of the battle
of Shrewsbury blew east with the wind--and that wind carried away for
ever the life I had known. Soon I was to be whisked out of my quiet
life and across the seas, to a land and into adventures stranger than
the very wildest of my imaginings.
Mine had not been
a bad sort of life, on the whole. It was true that my mother had died
at my birth but, since I had never known her, I could not miss her.
For my father, though, her memory was ever brought alive in me. Her
family, the Watertons who had been for so long seneschals of Pontefract
Castle, were a small, dark, fervent race--some said, with Welsh blood
in them--and she was a typical Waterton. My father treasured a portrait
of her, painted for him on a roll of parchment by a wandering artist.
He carried that portrait with him always and had shown it to me so often
that I knew her features well. She had been as slim as I, with the same
dark hair and brown eyes, even the same expression--an intent eagerness
that was also shy. In contrast, my elder and only brother was as large-boned
and blond as my father himself--the Branthwaites had always been big.
Since brother
Richard was a true Branthwaite and would be his heir, my father had
seen to it that he was fully trained for that part. When seven years
old, Richard had been sent off to be a page to Lord Furnival in Sheffield
Castle where, as well as learning the arts of courtesy and service,
he had been given a good grounding in the martial arts. Afterwards he
had constantly accompanied my father, be it to court or to camp. He
had seen service in the marches of Wales, during the rising of Glendower.
Following that campaign, Richard had been made armiger. Later, as one
of the squires of the great Hotspur himself, he had fought the Scots
at Homildon Hill when Earl Douglas was taken. Richard could carry himself
with the pride of a proven warrior and might hope soon to be knighted.
Very different
had been my own upbringing. Perhaps because I reminded him so vividly
of the wife he had loved so deeply, my father had kept me always by
him--always, that is, save when he went off to the wars. Whenever father
travelled to other manor-houses or to court, I was allowed to act as
page with the other boys of my age; but I had not been sent to live
and learn away from home, as Richard and most of those other boys had
been.
During those visits
and at home, I had learned some part the skills proper to a page; how
to serve at table, to recognize and blazon coats of arms, to play backgammon
and chess, to sing songs to citole and psaltery, to hawk and even to
hunt. Yet I was not allowed even to begin upon that other and greater
part of the training of a page--his training in the arts of war.
In falconry and
in venery, yes, I had certain abilities that father could admire. There
was my skill with animals, for instance. The most fractious falcon,
the fiercest dog and the most rebellious stallion would alike respond
to my voice and touch, becoming tranquil and obedient. As a result,
I was an able falconer and a confident rider to hounds, out-racing and
out-jumping all but the very ablest of the field. Father was very proud
of this, even when he was anxious about my safety. Yet, despite my ability
in riding, I was not permitted to try my skill with the wooden lance
in the practice tourneys that the other pages so much enjoyed.
Father was proud
also of my skill when hunting on foot. I had a quick eye for tracks
and for those slighter disturbances of grass and plants that told of
the passage of animals. Moreover, since I was light in build and quiet
in movement, I could find and follow deer or wild boar and approach
grouse or bustard with a facility that even John Stacey, father's huntsman
on our rough upland demesne, could not surpass.
Yet certain of
my attitudes puzzled both John and he: and perhaps these were additional
reasons why I was not permitted to progress to that second stage of
a page's training. Why was it that, when I went out hunting on foot
alone, I brought home game so seldom? They did not understand and I
felt unable to explain. The truth was that I had come to find pleasure
in merely observing animals and birds and learning of their lives; in
watching the hares cavorting under the March wind, the snipe drumming
its bounds above the steep fields, the fox-cubs rolling and playing
at the mouth of their earth or the roebuck feeding in the coverts. I
could not account, even to myself, for this abnormal attitude of preferring
to watch creatures alive than to kill them--what, after all, was the
purpose of animals and birds, save to provide sport for gentlemen? -
so I did not try.
Why also was it
that, having ridden in the front rank of the hunt till the very end,
I seemed never in evidence at the finish? When the unfortunate quarry
was being torn to pieces or given the "coup-de-grace", I seemed never
to be there. This, father could not understand. Surely I must take pleasure,
as a gentleman's son should, in such spectacles? Yet it seemed I did
not; how odd!
From whatever
causes--his lack of confidence in me, his over-protectiveness toward
me--father would neither send me away from home to be trained in the
techniques and strategies of combat nor, despite his own considerable
skills, give such training to me himself. Even a basic instruction in
swordsmanship was denied to me.
Moreover, as I
grew older, my situation worsened; or so I considered. When father went
off to fight in the border wars, I was be left behind in the safety
and boredom of our manor house of Holdworth, a boredom broken only by
my daily ride to Sheffield Castle. There I was given instruction, not
in the martial skills for which I yearned, but in manorial administration
and accounting, the speaking and writing of Latin and the intricacies
of religious doctrine. I was a reluctant pupil but Lord Furnival's chaplain
was a firm and formidable teacher. Despite my unenthusiasm, I learned
much from him.
On his return
my father, who was no sort of scholar, enthused over my abilities with
book and pen in a fashion I found ominous. When I besought him once
again to have me trained as a soldier he did not definitely refuse,
but nor did he respond positively to my plea. He seemed unwilling to
quench my ardour for such training, but equally unwilling to permit
me to proceed with it, instead advancing reasons for delaying any decision--reasons
that were clearly quite specious. Uneasily I suspected that he was intending
I should enter the church--a common enough fate of second sons of gentlemen.
However, I was
determined that it should not be my fate. Insofar as I could, I had
long been striving to give myself the training that my father was denying
me, the training proper to a knight's son. This was not easy. I had
acquired an old sword but, having no one with whom I could practise,
I found it hard to improve my swordsmanship. To fence with one's shadow,
and fiercely to attack bushes and trees, is not enough; I knew myself
to be an execrable swordsman.
Nor did I fare
much better in my attempts to train for tournaments. In one of our upland
pastures, ringed by horse-chestnut trees that both protected me from
view and served as targets, I practised secretly with a long ash-pole
that I had fashioned into a lance. However, a tree is a very different
thing than a mobile, mounted opponent and, for all my flourishes of
horsemanship, I felt I was making little real progress.
So I taught myself
other skills. I could throw a stone further and more accurately than
most, by hand or with a sling. In addition, by standing long with heavy
cross-stave in outstretched hand and by persistent exercising at the
butts, I had made myself into a fair archer, able to outshoot most of
the Hallamshire yeomen. My father knew of these abilities but, since
they were not considered proper skills for a gentleman, he discounted
them.
I had a third skill,
learned from a Genoese traveller who had strayed into northern England
and been engaged to tutor me in French; but that skill I kept secret,
since I knew father would despise it also.
Nevertheless,
though my oddities troubled my father and his over-protectiveness troubled
me, our mutual affection did not diminish. Indeed--perhaps because of
that deprivation brought to all three of us by my mother's death--there
was a great love between my father, my brother and me.
My father had
long been a close friend of Henry Percy, that handsome, forceful, passionate
warrior whom men called "Hotspur". He had been at Henry Percy's side
when Henry Bolingbroke was brought back to be king. The two had shared
in the early triumphs of that monarchy, but they had shared also in
the disillusionment that followed. As the rift between King Henry and
the Percys grew ever wider, my father had of course given his support
to his friend. Though father was no great noble but a mere knight, he
spoke forcefully and well; and, because he was Hotspur's friend, he
was listened to. In consequence, the King had marked him down as an
enemy.
By spring of the
year of our Lord 1403, the quarrel had become so bitter that Hotspur
was gathering an army about him. It was inevitable that my father and
Richard should ride west, with what levies they could recruit, to join
Hotspur's camp.
The number of
those levies, unfortunately, was few. Old Lord Furnival had no strong
links with Hotspur, nor with the King for that matter; he was sitting
tight in Sheffield Castle and showing no favour to either disputant.
The ironworkers, smiths and knifegrinders of Hallamshire cared too little
about what went on beyond their valleys to be involved in this conflict;
they would not rally to such a cause. Though my father's renown as a
warrior was great, our fief of Holdworth was not extensive and there
were few who owed him fealty. Only thirty local men could be persuaded
into following him.
My father's squire
had been killed at Homildon, yet he would not accept me as his squire,
preferring instead to promote John Stacey to that position. Nor would
he permit me even to join that meagre band. Father was apologetic, but
firm; I was too untrained a warrior and, since someone had to be left
in charge of the demesne--who better than I, whom he could trust? However,
as we both knew, he had accepted other, equally untrained soldiers into
his following. The truth was that father could not bring himself to
risk his beloved younger son in the bitter affrays of civil war.
So I watched them
ride away, father and Richard in scarlet surcoats and bearing the scarlet
shields with the three silver badgers of the Branthwaites, their followers
in a motley collection of surcoats, some scarlet, some azure and hastily
stitched with the Percy emblem (the five golden fusils joined in fess),
most jacketed in leather or in cloth unadorned. Well, this might only
be a small contribution to Hotspur's army, but many others would rally
to his cause. Since that cause was just, it was sure to prevail! So
I believed, as I watched them ride away that spring morning.
The weeks went
slowly by and grew into months; spring burgeoned into summer; and the
quarrel between Hotspur and the king ripened toward the civil war that
all were expecting. A steady trickle of news flowed over the hills into
Hallamshire. Sir Richard Venables of Kinderton and Sir Richard Vernon
of Shipbrook, two worthy warriors, had rallied to Hotspur's standard;
the Earl of Worcester had joined him also and Hotspur's father, the
Earl of Northumberland, was raising a second army. The Welsh under Glendower
had promised to rise against the king and Hotspur's former prisoner,
Earl Douglas, was rallying the Scots to invade England yet again, this
time in Hotspur's support. Some said even that the Prince of Wales,
who had been Hotspur's friend, would side with the rebels against the
king; but always I doubted that, for what would be the Prince's fate
if his father were dethroned? Yet it did seem as if an irresistible
tide was rising to overwhelm the Bolingbroke; and since I was sure Hotspur
was invincible--and especially so when my beloved father was at his
side--I had no fears about the outcome of the imminent conflict. Rather
did I wish it might be swiftly over and my father and brother triumphantly
home again.
There was, in
truth, little for me to do during those weeks. Old Walter Tinsley, our
steward, Peter the bailiff and Cerdic the reeve had the affairs of our
demesne well under control. I would check the accounts with Walter once
a week, ride around the manor each morning and discuss the farming plans
for the next day with Cerdic, and each evening dine at the high table
with Walter and Peter to discuss the day's doings. It had been father's
custom always to invite them to dine with him, except when he had guests;
and, in father's absence I was glad of their company. However, I could
have wished their concerns were less parochial and their conversation
more stimulating.
In the afternoons,
whatever the weather, I would exercise for an hour or more. First I
would practise slashing with my heavy, blunt sword at an upright wooden
post till my wrist and shoulder ached. Then I would shoot arrows at
a "saracen" cut from an old board. I did this from progressively greater
distances, with, across or against the wind, to see how my arrows would
behave in flight and with what force they would hit the target, so this
exercise was more interesting. Only occasionally would I take my horse
to that secluded pasture and practise with my "lance"; I had become
bored with that endeavour.
When my practising
was done, I would wander off on most days into the woods that choked
our Pennine valleys, up along the gritstone edges or across the bleak
moors behind, to look for badgers or buzzards or whatever else I might
sight. Though I took my bow, usually I returned empty¬-handed; and the
servants would puzzledly shrug their shoulders yet again.
What was hardest
during those weeks was being deprived of the company of my peers. There
was indeed nowhere for me to go. Though I did once ride into Sheffield,
it was to put in hand an order I wished executed privily, not to visit
the Castle. Until the coming conflict was resolved, I could expect no
welcome there.
From my mother's
family there had developed an estrangement so profound that I could
not seek companionship at Pontefract Castle either. My uncle, Sir Hugo
Waterton, was now its seneschal. He was a restless, discontented and
land-greedy man whom I had never liked; even when I was small, father
told me, I had bawled in dismay whenever I encountered him. Of late,
however, he had given us good cause for a much stronger distaste. Sir
Hugo had obtained or fabricated--we were not sure which--a document
that, he claimed, gave him title to our feofdom. As he well knew, his
claim had little justice. However, as he knew also, it would be settled,
not in court but in the coming battle. If the king won, his malice would
ensure that his judges granted Sir Hugo the title; if Hotspur won, the
claim was assuredly lost. In the meantime Sir Hugo held Pontefract for
the king. Had I tried to visit that castle--and I had no desire whatsoever
to do so--I would have been turned from its gates.
July came and
with it, at last, the news of the proclamation of revolt. Men said that
Hotspur had rallied an army of 15,000 already. He was advancing on Shrewsbury
and the Prince, who held that town, must soon capitulate. Meantime,
Northumberland's army was marching south and the Scots also. The climactic
battle must be at hand, surely? Yet the days passed and it did not happen.
My restlessness became ever more extreme, as I became ever more impatient
for the good news that I was confident must come. Our demesne received
little of my attention in those weeks.
Then came the
tiding that the special order I had placed had been fulfilled; and,
one bright Monday morning, I mounted my horse to ride into Sheffield
again. There had been no rain for a week or more, yet the day was humid.
Moreover, there seemed a tension, an expectancy, in the air. Was there
a storm coming, or was this tension merely a product of my own thoughts?
My horse was a
handsome white stallion, a full fourteen hands high--a big horse for
one so small as I, and of such uncertain temper that he had been named
Firebrand. For that reason, father had left him behind; but I knew I
could trust Firebrand and was proud to ride him. I had put on a surcote
of scarlet silk from Genoa, which had been carefully emblazoned with
the three silver badgers of the Branthwaites. It was much the most expensive
garment that I possessed and more suited to a tourney than to a country
ride. However, when I would be riding so close to Sheffield Castle and
the vacillating Lord Furnival, somehow I felt it necessary not just
to indicate, but to stress, my family identity.
Because that ride,
in a sense, marked the end of my childhood, I remember it well. Eastward
I headed, out of our demesne lands; through the hamlet of Holdworth
where were clustered the cottages of our villeins, the children calling
merrily to me as I passed and exclaiming at my bright cloak; then down
among the dappled light and shade of Loxley Chase, to follow the banks
of the little River Loxley till it tumbled into the Rivelin. After so
dry a spell, even their combined waters were shallow; Firebrand was
only fetlock deep when we forded the river, to follow the well-beaten
track along the west bank of the Don into Sheffield.
It was Fair Day.
I lingered in the shade of the castle walls, examining the stalls of
velvet, wool, ribbons and furs; harking to the cheapjacks as they pattered
to the crowds about medicaments which, they claimed, would cure all
ills; watching a juggler as he tossed more and more balls ever higher
and higher; and listening with pleasure to a group of goliards who were
making music on shawm, pibcorn and psaltery.
Since this was
such a small fair, I was startled to encounter a man bearing a square
frame about his shoulders, on each corner of which a hooded hawk was
perched. I bargained with him a while for a splendid goshawk, but its
price was too high for me.
Lord Furnival's
steward was hovering nearby, eager to buy yet unwilling to be seen in
my company. Mischievously I bowed ceremoniously to him and was much
cheered by his evident embarrassment. Then I bought bread from a pestour
and, after eating it and sampling the wares of a buxom alewife, went
on my way.
I had only a few
miles farther to ride, up the valley of the Sheaf to where a wooden
wheel was trundling its waters to foam. Here was a little forge where
knifegrinders worked, under the supervision of one Adam of Heeley. Men
said he was the best craftsman in all Hallamshire; and it was to him,
a few weeks before, that I had entrusted my commission. He was a short,
square man with a brusque manner and little time for civilities. "Well,
Master Simon," he said, "Ah've done some funny jobs in my time, but
none so rum as this. It took three tries to get 'em cast, with all thy
fuss about weight and balance and all; and Ah'm none so
sure they're reet yet. Any'ow, Ah'll fetch 'em so tha can see for thiself."
He brought out
for me a shallow wooden box lined with lambs wool. In it were packed
the special items I had ordered him to make; twelve small, shining knives,
each with heft bound in leather, with heavy curving blade and pointed
tip. These were throwing knives, made to the model of a single Italian
knife left for me by that Genoese traveller two years earlier. I had
practised often with that knife and knew it to be quite as dangerous
a weapon, at short range, as any arrow from a cross-bow. However, one
such knife was not enough, for it might all too soon be lost. I had
needed more and my father's prolonged absence, though so much regretted,
had at least afforded me the opportunity to have them made.
I picked up one
of the knives and tested its balance, then touched its blade against
my finger, wincing as it cut into my skin.
"Aye, they're
sharp enough," Adam laughed. "Tha mun take care! And they'll cost thee
a pretty penny. Three castings, it took....A groat apiece they'll be;
and Ah hope tha can think the money well spent, for it seems a reet
waste to me! What does tha want wi' knives with such little blades?
Ah can see no use in 'em."
I grinned at him,
picked up one of the knives and, with a quick flick, threw it at a tree-stump.
The blade buried itself so deeply into the wood that it took quite a
pull to release.
Adam nodded slowly.
"Aye, so that's thi idea; Ah see now....Sharp enough they are; keep
them so and they'll serve thee well. And tha'd better have t'original
knife, too, while Ah think on." He went again into the forge and returned
with the little Florentine blade, putting it into the box and wrapping
the box in sacking. I handed Adam four florins, plus an extra groat
for luck. He gave me a quick word of thanks and a brief salute, then
disappeared back into the forge; time was not to be wasted on further
civilities!
As I rode away,
I wondered if he'd ever again receive such an order; somehow I doubted
it. I was glad to have those throwing-knives at last and I whistled
as I rode back into Sheffield. That was to prove the last thoroughly
happy hour I would enjoy for many days.
Even as I drew
near to the fair, I was aware that something had happened. The people
were no longer straggling about the stalls and the goliards' music had
ceased. Instead, the crowd had coagulated into little clots, talking
avidly and in hushed voices. Recognizing one of the yeomen from Bradfield,
I hailed him: "Hey, Robin, what's the news?"
He looked at me
solemnly and shook his head. "Why, Master Simon! There's word come east
of a battle--a big battle. Ah reckon it's bad news for the Branthwaites:
for they say Hotspur's army has been broken by the King and the Percy
himself slain."
Hotspur's army
defeated? Hotspur himself fallen? No, it could not be; surely it could
not be....
Yet, though none
knew how the news had come, it seemed dishearteningly definite. King
Henry had marched across England faster than any had believed possible,
to relieve his son the Prince in Shrewsbury. He had challenged battle
with the rebels before the Earl of Northumberland and his troops had
arrived, before even the Welsh had rallied. With profound unwisdom,
Hotspur had accepted the challenge--and lost. There were no real details
yet as to who had lived and who had died, save only that Hotspur himself
was dead. That indeed was enough, for without his leadership the revolt
must collapse.
While I asked
anxious questions, cloud was spreading to blanket out the sun. As I
rode home there came rain, steady, soaking rain, as if the very heavens
were weeping at the downfall of a hero and a cause.
During the next
two days, more news drifted across the Pennines as the first soldiers
from the broken army fled homeward. It seemed Hotspur had been infected
with madness. He had given battle to the King when there was no need
to give battle; and he and the Douglas had led a charge when there was
no good reason to charge. They had seemed irresistible at first. The
Earl of Stafford and Sir Walter Blount had been slain and the Prince
of Wales sorely wounded; even the royal standard had been beaten down.
Yet that charge brought disaster, for Hotspur was struck by an arrow
and died almost instantly.
After that, the
rebel army disintegrated. The Earl of Worcester, Sir Richard Venables
and Sir Richard Vernon had been taken. Two days later--on the very Monday
of my ride into Sheffield--they had been executed at the High Cross
in Shrewsbury. Yet this did not sufficiently assuage the king's fury;
he vented it further by having the dead body of his one-time friend
Hotspur crushed between two millstones and afterwards beheaded and quartered.
If that was the
king's mood, there could be no mercy for my father and brother; but
of them I could gain no news. Surely they must have been involved in
that charge, yet they were not named among the slain. If they had been
captured, Richard might have been forgiven but my father would assuredly
have died at the High Cross. They had not been taken, then....Was there
hope that they might yet escape the king's wrath? Might they be fleeing
homeward to Hallamshire? Might they be seeking refuge in the Welsh mountains
with Glendower, or going to exile in Scotland, perhaps, or France? I
could not guess; and, as you may imagine, those were restless days.
Sometimes I waited
for tidings in or about the manor house; sometimes I ranged the moors
and woods, always on horseback now, looking out for fugitives; and twice
I rode into Bradfield, to offer frantic prayers in its little church.
At dinner I would talk gustily with Peter the bailiff and old Walter,
then fall silent. Those were difficult times for them also, for all
three of us knew the days of the Branthwaites at Holdworth manor to
be numbered and our futures uncertain.
It was on Saturday
that, at last, the word came on another day of rain, with mists clinging
to the hillsides and the paths ankle-deep in clay. Out of the rain and
into the courtyard came a solitary, mud-bespattered horseman-John Stacey,
my father's erstwhile huntsman and squire. Surely he would not have
left my father; did this mean my father was dead?
Before even the
groom had seen John and run out to take his horse, I was by his side.
As he dismounted, I seized him by the shoulders. He was so weary that
he swayed in my grasp.
"John, I'm blithe
that you're back--but my father, and Richard? Are they dead? What has
happened?"
He looked at me
and sighed. "Nay, they're not dead. Your father was wounded right enough,
but he could ride. After the battle, we got him away, Richard and I....But
he's gone; Richard and he, they're both gone--gone to Rockall--gone
to Lyonesse!"